im back fer the moment.

ya. im back. fer the moment onli.....
tis skin suck laa. too yucky, it spoils my mood from typing any entry but yet i've got lots to. esp, its after o's now?
damn free? get me?
someone who knws how to do with skins, pls help me out with tis mann. i wanna get tis done soon.

okiess, recent updates....
let me recall.
oooh ya. prom night! goodness! it was great mann i tel u. i realli din regretted goin or spending the $$$.
n... i wil nv forget the moment where mr raj held me up stage when i was called upon as one of the nominees fer the prom queen title. quite surprising though. all thanks to anna n gang laa.
anyway, i did enjoy though i was teased all the way when i was wit my "raju". who cares? since everyone knws tat i "love" him.
tat night.... my partner hafiz. was AWESOME. yeah, i danced wit him too. on the stage. i bet mani sec one girls who r crazy over him wld be sooo jealous of me. lol. i feeeeellll gooooodd.
hahahahha. wait til the photos r up.
reminds jerome, "im not a hafiz siao" im different? need not me go into details to tel u wad again right? damn long lehh. n it wil be too mushy fer my readers to take it. LOL!!
anway, to hafiz " aku chinta pada mu"!!!!!!
tat night, i feel so much like cinderella. i dn knw y. but i jus hope that night didn't end. i realli enjoyed myself n i ought to miss my frens. pple like justin, who loves teasing n making fun of me but yet i feel so gd while he does tat to me. funni pple like simon n my bao bei hafiz r pple i wil definitely miss the time wit whenever i may be in future. they r the ones who make me laugh n bring joy in sch. argh. shit. i cant take it anymore.

but now. prom's over. n im BROKE.
FUCK MANN.
wanna go clubbing, ktv, sentosa, fishing, etc.
i need money.
starting job anyway but too bad the pay i stil gotta wait till end of the month laa. siao laa. gotta think of ways mann.
i need a life!
til then........

O levels sucked!

so its been long since i last blogged?
busy busy busy. lazy lazy very lazy.
plus the fact tat tis skin has made me quite reluctant to blog, though its purple my fav colour. n tat, when can i ever post pics? seriously i dn knw how to use tat programme laa. blogging is quite boring when one writes n writes. i mus learn how to post pics n till then i cant imagine how mani pics wil be posted fer each entries. but i bet its gonna be interesting, more interesting than nw? wonders when wil tat day come*
right now, O levels is the most important thing. becos its coming. 8 more days. ooooh, n im not prepared at all. mani pple might be thinking tat im definitely mugging very hard tis weeks, but the fact is tat i ain't wad u guys though of. im very scare now. VERY. plus a fact that im totally demoralized by my prelim results. argh, goin crazy here. one side i wanna do well but the other i cant bring myself to preserve n mug hard til o's. i guess only til next week arrives then i wil be afraid n start pulling my socks up. till then we shall see...............

ytd? MY BIRTHDAY?

i've never understood the meaning of "happy birthday".

ps: am not trying to gain any thing out of tis.

wadever it is, i stil say THANKS to all those who has wished me and MAYBELLINE

who actually bought me a small birthday cake n her silly ideas but really appreciated. MUAHHH.......

A BRAND NEW PURPLE SKIN OF MINE.
not that perfect though. anyone there? knowing how to move my tagboard n archives to the side instead of the bottom? help meeee!!
comments? or tagboard? flood them!! haa.
thinking of changing the skin cos the past skin looks childish i thought. long time AGAIN, i didn't blog. SIANZATION. thats the one n only reason.
hmmm, once again i dn knw what im doin here now too. im suppose to finish my coursework. but am far too lazy to do so.
PERLIMS. coming real soon. two more weeks. n i? gonnna DIE from this. even for my most targeted-to-be-A's sub, i've got O% of confidence now. argh. im to be blame i knw.
WHAT'S IN ME?!
i cant find back the fighting spirit of me like last year during my N's. n argh, thats so shit.
now i knw what's it like for the ex pioneers in school during their O's. sometimes, u really wanna work hard, but u simply cant.
thats really bothering me much.
everything is in a mess now.
im totally helpless.
i dn knw where to start from.
im very tired of this.
i knw this sounds ridiculous.
but it really IS.
AGAIN, i dn wanna let myself down.
i dn wanna dash my hopes of being able to wear awesome office wear.
my mind is in a whirl now.
seriously, fuck it! stop complaining n get up arse up for some serious work NOW!
anyway, im still okay now.
but i cant assure when next week starts or ends.
see me like a despo. "THIRST FOR KNOWLEDGE AND HELP" i wil be.

blah blah blah. though in such situation. my shopping list wil still continue.
in need of.
a sliver belt.
a crumpler bag.
a puma bag.
a pair of levis jeans.
a fossil watch.
haa.
kidding.
i knw i shld not spend time on this.
i jus think of em, ONLY.
ookies. thats for the day.
buds, brothers, lasses, anyone laa.
add in to my comments.
try it out.

haa. believe it or not, i bought a box of colour pencils today!! lols* its soooooo CUTE lorr. argh, i don't care if anyone thinks that it is soooo childish. cossssss, i like em. though i've been teased n lan n gang. especially aik hoe!! hey, its so cute isn't it, MULAN. wahahahahahas. let me play a while laa. i knw i don't possess wit any artistic blood in me. but please give me this chance to at least own a box of this cutie colour pencils i have now.
n yeah, elsa, my tuition said that my hand-writing is nice. goodness, i suppose she's the first one who said this. wahahahahahahahahas.
hmmmm, life so far so good laa. only that i misses all my frens that have left westspring. life's bored for such a person like me, the anti-juniors kind of person. lols.
n, definitely anticipating for national day. my brother is singing. KAREN. hahahahahas. go GO girl!!
i wanna go JB. i wanna go. mel, wait for ME. wahahahahahas.

wooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. SHOPPING TODAY!!
i've got ;
a roxy tee
a white roxy skirt
one big n small roxy bag with the purchase of (shall not mention)-i feel soo spendthrift.
one volcom tee
one levis tee
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
i feel like a princesssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!

oooooooooooooh. im starting to realise that there isn't really not much time left to my perlims. im scare. very scare.

ooooh goodness! i've got an award from karenn from her blog.
-the best shopping-listic award-
haa. ookies, i knw i've always been blogging the stuffs of my shopping list n thats definitely tons of them. but...... im vera, ookie? thats me. i live to buy nice stuffs for myself. i enjoy wearing fashionable stuffs. don't u feel so good walking on the streets? lols* that's how i feel. n even i die, i wld definitely love to be wore with fashionable clothings too n not those kind of "shou yi". unlike some others, i wouldn't buy stuffs like cds, doll doll or any other stuffs. cossss its lyke not that useful. i do admit that i love dolling up n stay up to fashion though i don't claim to be very fashionable.
n that's the very main reason why i always have sooooo long a shopping list.
basically becos fashion is always changing veri fast. n if u wanna stay up to fashion u wil have to prepare a long piece of paper to write down ur shopping list. n if u aren't using the paper n instead using ur blog, u wil be like me! winning the best shoppin-listic award.
but again, it links back to why i seldom blog.
like i've said, i don't really like to blog boring stuffs unless there's anything interesting going about. if there's the case i guess i wouldn't blog for a couple of months then. my life is just as plain as the water sometimes i really think so.
n becos at the same time i saw soooo many of the awesome, beautiful stuffs, i wanna blog to express it. haa. n it all ended tis way. so do bear wit me sometime.

ookies, today wont be an entry of wanted shopping list. but, i wld have to say, i reserved three beads necklace today from blue21. haa. two long, black n white, one medium, the PURPLE nun-like big pearl necklace!!! i simply cant resist it laa. the purple is really nice n i LOVE it!

back to what i actually wanted to say.
today, its the pasta feast for both the pretty lasses. VERA "n" FELI.
pics wont be posted here. i dn knw how! haa. if u guys are interested, go to my links n view feli's blog. feel free to be back here to tag any comments.
the food was awesome i wld say.
we cooked pasta of course.
additional stuffs were like, mushroom soup wit extra shitake mushrooms, baked potatoes n we bought the meiji ice cream that i did mentioned before.
yummys!
its was truckloads.
we couldn't finish at all. i told feli, we are old already. haa. that really makes sense. back to the days when we were sec one or two, i don't think that isn't any kind of challenge for us at all.
what wld i summarise for the day was fun n full, VERY!
can u imagine, we had bacon, minced chicken, shitake mushroom n even HOTDOGS in our pasta. that already make us full like HELL mann. lols*
just go check out her blog n u guys wil knw everything.
ooooh, she can win many viewers. haa.
anways, shouts out loud* thanks feli!!!!! today's soooo enjoying. u made my day!!!!!!!!!! nextime my turn to prepare!!!!!!!!!
we wil make even more potatoes. cos im simply the potato QUEEN!
yeah yeah.
another meaningful day for me.
im glad i did have sucha day today.